I feel estranged from my friends. I think I am not longer part of that sort of social circle anymore. Although it really sucks. I am growing up and moving on from everything and if no one is willing to hang onto me, I’ll let them drop too.
Try not having anyone to go with you to the doctors-ever. It’ll be my second time in a week. to call. to cry too because your parents are at it again. or to talk about the second baby your dad had and didn’t tell you about. And try pulling off amazing grades in the house I have to live in.
Yeah, need to get out of here and out of this house and move on. I’ll have my own room and go to school and be more than okay with or without anyone.